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Visions I See Clearly

by Baby O

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1.
Not Ready 02:54
If you want it all, baby You gotta work for it Ya you know it’s true, maybe You’re just not there yet I don’t wanna be lazy Love me well or leave You just wanna be carefree I just wanna be seen But you couldn’t take it Did I make you fake it? Why can’t you face it? I held up a mirror So you could see clearer But you wouldn’t face it That you’re not ready for love Did I ask for too much? Did I make you sweat? But you said you loved me I guess not when you’re upset I don’t know why you won’t work it out You shut right down And there’s nothing left for me to do I gotta walk away now Cause you couldn’t take it Did I make you fake it? Why can’t you face it? I held up a mirror So you could see clearer But you wouldn’t face it That you’re not ready for love There’s nothing I can do to change your mind There’s nothing I can say to make it right this time There’s nothing I can do to change your mind So I choose myself but you can take your time I’m in no rush cause I’m already fine Ya I’m doing just fine Ya I’m doing just fine But you couldn’t take it Did I make you fake it? Why can’t you face it? I held up a mirror So you could see clearer But you wouldn’t face it That you’re not ready for love That you’re not ready for love That you’re not ready for love
2.
Someone New 03:34
I've been thinking about How you're tired of hearing me out I’ll take my share of the blame But it isn't really the same When you walked away When you walked away Said I wanna be friends But now I just can’t pretend That I see you in a light That isn’t all that bright Dimmed by the things that you did And the things that you didn’t do You were so over it And I wish that I would’ve known That you just needed someone new To tell you what to do And when I hit the ground You were nowhere to be found I know I need to let it go Because deep down I know I'm worth more than I give And you used me to live You didn’t see me through That wasn’t convenient for you My darkest days You wrote them off like a phase And when I was reaching out It was you that you cared about And I learned the hard way And when you learn in the hard way Well it’s just like they say And I wish that it wasn’t true That you just needed someone new To tell you what to do And when I hit the ground You were nowhere to be found Because you just needed someone new To tell you what to do And when I hit the ground You were nowhere to be found I still wanna fight I wanna stay up late at night And ask if you feel the pain And did it hit you the same Because you just needed someone new To tell you what to do You just needed someone new To tell you what to do You just needed someone new To tell you what to do You just needed someone new To tell you what to do
3.
Backseat 03:41
I saw the colour right behind my eyes Shadow people and lights in the sky And when we’re kissing and we’re getting high I breath it in and then I say goodbye I wonder why I always try I gotta live with no regrets until I die And what’s the point of being afraid to feel Isn’t that exactly what makes us real? And I’m the one I’m waiting for No I won’t be hanging by your door Now I just want the best for me So I break my heart and set it free Blue sky, my tears dried with the wind in my hair Clear eyes on a sunrise, I’ve got the keys Ya I’ve got the keys So throw your shit in the backseat I think about who I wanna be And when I wake up, I'm still in a dream And now I wear it all on my sleeve When everything feels so right to me And when I’m living, you know I want it all The big feelings, the ones that make us strong Now I just want the best for me So I break my heart and set it free Blue sky, my tears dried with the wind in my hair Clear eyes on a sunrise, I’ve got the keys Ya I’ve got the keys And I’m the one I’m waiting for No I won’t be hanging by your door Now I just want the best for me So I break my heart and set it free Blue sky, my tears dried with the wind in my hair Clear eyes on a sunrise, I’ve got the keys I’ve got the keys Ya I’ve got the keys I said I’ve got the keys So throw your shit in the backseat
4.
Why Not? 02:52
Anchor in the chaos I’m tethered but finding my way These are the five words they wanna hear you say Don't worry I’ll be okay You never ever showed up Because I'm strong and brave And when you felt guilty, you just turned the other way Hoping it'll be okay They say I’m the tough one And I know it’s true But that doesn't make it an excuse for you Why not try a little harder Why not take it one step farther Don't kick off your boots It’s too easy to I’ve been let down in a million ways From the things you said and didn't say Now you're too embarrassed to Look me in the eyes when I'm spending my time with you They say I’m the tough one And I know it’s true But that doesn't make it an excuse for you Why not try a little harder Why not take it one step farther Don't kick off your boots It’s too easy to
5.
Bad For You 03:04
It’s a hard pill to swallow When nothing went the way that I planned Still wanting to be smaller To fit inside the palm of your hand These days I'm getting taller And I know what I can't stand I'm sure you understand I wanted to be gentle And hold you up to the light I wanted to be patient But all we did was fight And everyday now I’m wondering why I'm sure you understand Like I wasn’t, I wasn’t torn apart But everyone’s bleeding heart Cries for you Let me guess, what a mess, then they say That it must be true That I made this bad for you That I made this bad for you You say that you’re broken Did I push too hard? Was our love just a token Of a life full of scars These days I'm getting bolder You won't catch me off guard I'm sure you understand Like I wasn’t, I wasn’t torn apart But everyone’s bleeding heart Cries for you Let me guess, what a mess, then they say That it must be true That I made this bad for you That I made this bad for you Now I know Why I had to go No I won’t hold on No I won’t hold on Like I wasn’t, I wasn’t torn apart But everyone’s bleeding heart Cries for you Let me guess, what a mess, then they say That it must be true That I made this bad for you That I made this bad for you That I made this bad for you That I made this bad for you That I made this bad for you That I made this bad for you That I made this bad for you That I made this bad for you
6.
Meant For Me 04:41
I lost a lot of trust in myself How could I not see I was hurting me Brushed off every single time You tried to love unconditionally Now I’ve been blown open wide And I’m afraid of what else I might see And now is really not the time To fight what is gonna be I’m ready To let go of what I know isn't meant for me But I gotta stay open to feel what it’s really like to receive What is meant for me I’m reconciling with the past I know these feelings won’t last They come and go in waves And I want the good ones to stay So I name the best parts out loud It’s foreign and it’s strange but I’m proud To finally feel so free And attuned and aligned I’m ready I’m ready To let go of what I know isn't meant for me But I gotta stay open to feel what it’s really like to receive What is meant for me I gotta let go of what I know isn't meant for me But I gotta stay open to feel what it’s really like to receive What is meant for me

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released April 10, 2024

All songs written by Olivia Pasquarelli

Produced by Olivia Pasquarelli and Aaron Goldstein

Recorded and engineered by Aaron Goldstein at Gold Standard Recorders in Toronto, Ontario

Mixed by Beau Cassidy at Raventape, additional engineering on "Not Ready" at Union Sound B Room

Mastered by Kristian Montano

Performed by:

Ben Dwyer - Saxophone on "Someone New"
Steven Foster - Drums, Percussion on all tracks
Aaron Goldstein - Pedal Steel, Lap Steel, Organ on "Backseat", Percussion + Synth on "Someone New"
Robin Hatch - Synth, Wurlitzer + Organ on "Bad For You" and "Meant For Me"
Yunjin Claire Lee - Synth, Wurlitzer + Organ on "Not Ready", "Someone New", "Backseat" and "Why Not?"
Kate Palumbo - Bass on tracks on "Not Ready", "Someone New", "Backseat" and "Why Not?"
Olivia Pasquarelli - Guitars, Vocals, Harmonica on all tracks
Anna Ruddick - Bass on "Bad For You" and "Meant For Me"

Photography by Laura-Lynn Petrick
Design and layout by Alina Skyson

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